Friday, July 31, 2009

Sinequan Again

Yep, back on my antidepressants again. I guess the Niacinamides weren't helping me. I had anxiety/panic attacks severely when I went on Niacinamide and stopped taking Sinequan. I only took the vitamin b3 for a week and it didn't seem to help me at all, so went to the doc and he put me back on my antidepressants. Maybe the herbal way worked for some people but it didn't help me at all. Maybe I needed to take it longer, I dont know. All I do know is that when I'm having three or more panic attacks a day, Vitamin b3 just isn't the thing I need. I only want to feel happy and normal, okay I will settle for happy. Anyone else out there tried to go herbal for anxiety, depression, panic attacks? Has it worked for you? Drop me a comment and let me know!

~Cat

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Going Herbal? Maybe

I have recently been researching and studying on herbal remedies for all my current issues, which are: Anxiety, Depression, Insomnia, Panic Attacks. Those mentioned are my most concerned mental disorders. I am tired of being groggy all the time and on some different planet of my own from my meds, but I need them, seriously. For my insomnia I am going with Chamomile tea before going to bed. Tonight is my first night on it, I drank the first cup and I already feel relaxed.

Cup number two is seeping I really think I need it, hope I'm not up all night peeing, because that would defeat the purpose. I don't really like the taste especially because I didn't put any sugar in it, that would keep me hyper. Maybe I could get used to the taste eventually. If it works it's a keeper! I read a lot online about Niacinamide (not Niacin) is used for anxiety, panic attacks and depression so that right there would take care of the rest of my issues.

I am going to try this Niacinamide and I hope it works, I read so many different forums, websites and such that it works just like benzos, I pray it helps me so I can go off all these meds. I really want to live a med free life with only natural herbs and vitamins in my system. I want to feel good for the first time in my life and this could be the change I need, who knows. I wont know if it really works until I try it.

There is supposed to be no harm in taking this Niacinamide long term and no side effects as with the meds I am taking now, I will have to find that out myself. From what I read it is like taking a low dose Valium, but I will see if that's true or not. I will definitely be posting on how its working, or not working for me. Just finished my second cup of Chamomile tea, I feel calm, but it's too early to go to bed, lol.

~Cat

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Evian Roller Babies US

I came across this video on my aol home page. It's by Evian, it was so cute I had to share it, lol This video is of ninety six computer animated babies that are roller skating to a remix of the Sugarhill Gang's Rapper's Delight . Technology kicks ass!

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Michael Jackson

Today is Michael Jackson's memorial. It seems as though it's just a dream. I am still stunned by his death, he went through so much in his life but now he can finally rest. R.I.P MJ, you will be sadly missed, but our love for you and your legend will live on forever.

~Cat